i'm 20 now? [& talking about life recently]
3/15/26
i turned 20 this febuary 14th, so... happy birthday to me! i decided to treat myself by taking a 20 hour flight with layovers... How nice.............
i visited my friend in london last month. it was really amazing. london is a bit gloomy, but its a beautiful city with an amazing transport system. it made me wish so bad that we had any kind of trains or buses in the city i live in, because it was just so easy to get around. i didn't do much "touristy stuff" because honestly, i hate crowds and i dont really care about looking at palaces or whatever. mostly me and my friends just ran all around the city.
i played / watched my friend play most of persona 5 while i was there as well, it was a lot of fun and i enjoyed the game a lot. i'll replay it on my own, but today i'm going to watch her finish it, so im patiently waiting for her to wake up so i can see what happens next.
i would tell you all my favorites but honestly i think i like everyone... morgana is going to hell for how he acts about ann BUT part of that is the cringe as fuuuck atlus sex pest shit. i really like ann though shes really awesome. i i drew a joker and put it up in a shop there, so if you stop by animate in london, theres a possiblity you will get to see him, but i didnt take a picture so like. its gonna be there until it isnt. find my lost media
all the import shops were totally amazing too. i spent WAYYYY too much money. i think i spent the most on food, but we went to a convention together and they had sooo much idolish7 and so many things i thought my friends would like so i spent a shit ton of money there too. we also got matching supernatural tattoos, mine dean, hers sam. i dont want to post a picture but its the initials carved into the car its cute and little on my wrist.
my friend from norway came in on the second week of the visit and we all got to go to the pub and central london together. they had these giant 15 pound for two pitchers and we drank like four of them... i would have drank more but everyone was pretty worn out which is understandable. i'd really love to go back and visit again sometime, but it may be hard in the future with bills...
i think my new digital camera (gateway dc-t50) is actually life changing. i have a super soft spot for really old cheap cameras, and i found this one for 14 dollars with no shipping charges... it was so perfect.
i was lucky i got this one too, because i accidentally sent literally all the polaroid film i own through the airport scanners. im new to film cameras so i didnt know T.T ... you can find photo samples for cheap ebay cameras really easily on r/vintagedigitalcameras. people shit on reddit for super valid reasons but it's the only place left on the internet where you can actually find anything anymore. the search function barely works on anything else (including google), and for some reason a lot of sites interested in archiving digicams doesnt have a few sample pics with them. feels like they should! heres a few pics i took from mine, if you're curious.
i was actually looking on ebay for a camera for a while, but i'm such a cheapskate... i really just hate my phone camera and the post-processing on iphones, and little digital cameras are perfect for actually taking cute selfies. and pictures of everything else too. people try and say owning a digital camera is a worthless hipster thing, but i genuinely feel like the iphone sucks all the life out of everything i try and take pictures of. why do they do that? i take the picture and as im taking it it looks so nice, then you actually look and it looks like bad cgi.
did you know america online sold two different digital cameras at one point? they had a point and shoot camera, and one with a small lcd screen.
its so slabbish and ugly, i wanted it so bad, but i just couldnt find any listings with confirmed operation for a price i liked. i love random branded products like this, especially about internet stuff (internet archive fingerless gloves i need you in my life) but its different when its novelty tech. just so crazy. i like some of the gaga songs but wtf does she know about polaroid type vibe. anyway.
i'm 20 now, which is insane. i feel like ive been 20 my whole life and its just now caught up to me. being 20 means i have to keep getting stuff done. just pick up the pace and grind a little. i havent had time to work on this website or anything because i've been at my job and working out and doing comms on the side... but hopefully i can squeeze in more time to work on this site. i hope to add some more pages about characters ive made and stuff, so... i guess look out for that at some point. i'll also try and optimize things but... it may be rough... lol. either way... things are good. hl2vrai started yesterday and I WAS THE SECOND EVER FANART FOR THE OFFICIAL STREAM! i think. someone who reblogged me said that was the case and thats super fun because i was like, the third fanart for spamton sweepstakes as well when that happened. veryyyy fun! ive been into hlvrai since the original videos came out, and its so cool to finally get the sequel. i was like... 14 when i first watched hlvrai which. feels like forever ago. but not much has changed since then, honestly. i'm a different person, but my walls are still the same color, and i'm still watching hlvrai and other dumb-cool shit like that on my same computer. i still love all the things i have loved. i think maybe 20 is the sequel to being 14. things are different, but things are back because everythings changing. i feel like that may make sense to someone. well,
truant says GOODBYE!
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